Strange.. I actually don’t wanna go back to college.. mainly because of my job. I just wanna stay home and relax. It’s so nice to be on break. I’m actually getting along with my family, which is so odd because that never happens, and I’m hanging out with some great people. I’m actually sorta happy. It sucks that my break will be cut short because I have to fucken work. It was such a struggle to find a place to stay because the dorms are closed during vacation.
I’ve also come to the conclusion that I do not want to stay in Bangor over summer vacation, which means I have to find a job in Fort Kent and hope that someone will hire me for 4 months. I will be renting a house in the fall, for sure. My friends’ parents are buying a house and renting it to her and a couple other friends. It’s gonna be great.
I don’t wanna be alone in Bangor by myself over the summer. I just know that would be bad for me. I could save up so much more money here in Fort Kent. I just have to see if I can take a break from work over the summer in hopes that they will want me back in the fall..
I really don’t like my job much. It’s just such a strain on me. It’s exhausting and I have no time to do anything but work and school. I wish I could just find a job that I actually enjoy. That will be the day..
it’s very frustrating being a girl and trying to flirt with other girls like. you tell them, ur cute. ‘Aw thank you’ no. no i’m being gay with you. homo intended. damn it